Now, of
course, these were mostly (if not entirely) authors who make a living off of
their writing—a dying breed, unfortunately—so it was surely much easier for
these writers, whose sole job is to write and write well, to find the time to
write first thing in the morning for several hours (and many of them would then
return to writing again later in the day). Most of us have jobs to get ready
for and papers to grade, children to feed and chores to do. For most of us, it’s
hard to justify writing first and foremost every single day.
But it got
me thinking about my own routines and productivity. The period of time when I
was unequivocally the most productive was when I was in grad school. I wrote
two full length books, and several stories besides, during my tenure as an MFA
student at the University of Alaska Fairbanks (Only one of those books got
published, but still . . .).
While I was
in grad school, Damien used to have to go in to work at like 6 or 6:30 Monday
through Friday. I used to get up with him to spend some time together before he
had to go in. Then, when he would leave for work, I would exercise, then write.
The earliest I ever had to be anywhere was 10:00, and most days, I didn’t have
to be on campus until later than that. So I handily managed an hour of exercise
and a couple hours of writing before it was time to start getting ready to go
in myself.
The result
was that I wrote a lot more than I’ve ever written in my entire life. Some
days, I would write more later in the day; other days, I wouldn’t. But either
way, writing at the beginning of the day like that was an excellent way to
start my days. I felt content with myself for having already gotten a fair
amount of work done, and I could relax and just enjoy the rest of my days. And
when I did write again, it was often because writing in the morning like that
got me thinking about whatever project I was working on early in the day. Those
thoughts would stay with me, simmering on the back burner, throughout the day.
After grad
school, things got more difficult. I’ve tried a variety of different routines.
For a while, I was setting my alarm for an hour before I needed to get up so I
could write for at least an hour first thing. That worked well, while I did it—half
the time, Damien would still be asleep, and the other half, he knew to leave me
alone to write. It was a peaceful, relaxing way to start the day, sitting on
the couch with my laptap and a cup of coffee.
But at
other times, I tried different routines. I’ve tried writing at the end of the
day instead of the beginning. I’ve tried not regulating when I write at all,
instead regulating the amount of work I do. I’ve tried forcing myself to write
for X amount of time per day, or an average of X amount of time per month. I’ve
tried setting goals based on specific outcomes, such as complete X scene by the
end of the day or finish X chapter by the end of the week. Nothing has ever
worked as well as my grad school routine—getting up at around 5, exercising at
around 6, and beginning writing at around 7.
Of course,
a fat lot of good it does me to know that, now that I’m a mother. With a toddler
added in to the equation, establishing and sticking to a writing routine has
become almost impossible (note the “almost”). Lately, I’ve been writing after
she goes to bed at night and using her nap time to grade papers and do other teaching
tasks. This works well in that, at the end of the day, I have time, plenty of
time, wonderfully unadulterated time, since Amie is asleep and Damien grades
papers at the end of the day himself. But I’m tired at the end of the day. My
mind doesn’t function the way it does earlier, and I find that, though I can write late at night, I can’t write
as well or as much as I can first thing in the morning.
So I’ve
decided I need to rethink and rework my writing schedule, establish a new
routine, one that allows me to write when the writing’s good. I can’t write
first thing in the morning like I used to—Amie wakes up when I do,
unfortunately, no matter how hard I try to be quiet and not disturb her—but I’m
sure there’s a way to find time to write during the day, while my mind is fresh
and unclouded. The trick is that I need to just establish a routine—something that
will work for me and Amie and Damien combined—and then stick to it, every day,
without fail. I know routines don’t work for everybody, but they sure seem to
work for an awful lot of highly productive writers, and I know from my own
experience that they definitely work for me.
I admire your determination to find and stick to a schedule. One of the difficulties about having a child and trying to write is you never know exactly how much time you do have...it's a bit like trying to write while waiting for a small, but cute, explosive to go off.
ReplyDeleteVery true! I'm finding that the most important thing is to stay flexible and not get too down on myself if I can't write when I had planned to.
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